Still searching everywhere for that damn motivation......
I haven't been eating anything bad, I just haven't been sticking to my meal plan and I haven't been counting points in any way. The worst part is, I don't FEEL like I've gained any weight at all. My clothes are all still fitting fine and I feel good. That is possibly the worst part (I know I'm completely contradicting myself here!) But I know that if I felt awful and my clothes were tight and I felt like I was putting on a few pounds, then I would get my butt in gear and I would do something about it. Instead, I feel pretty good, I don't feel fantastic but I feel good and I feel content. It's a risky business lemme tell ya. I know I'm at the high range of my comfort zone but I just have no motivation. But I've decided that on Sunday I'm going to spend a few hours pre planning my meals and making my menu so that on Monday I have no excuses and I can get back on track. Next week I'm going to drop a pound or two. I'm going to do it. I just need to find my motivation before Monday, I miss it and it's been missing for a while. My plan is to eat relatively healthy all weekend and hopefully when I weigh in on Monday morning, I won't be devastated. We don't have anything major planned this weekend, no glamorous parties or big events planned so I'm going to stay away form the wine this weekend and I'm going to make some healthy choices. NO Pizza Shack this weekend. We have gone there for the past 2 weekends since it is literally 1 minute down the road from us and I can definitely see a habit forming! I always order the Caesar Salad (which we all know is a nightmare!!) and I swear I convinced myself while eating it that it is totally a healthy option. It is a SALAD isn't it? With lots of green lettuce??? (we won't mention the bacon bits and croutons AND dressing that probably has enough calories to put a small animal in a coma)
Sigh....
BB8 is on tonight! I really hope that Eric doesn't go home only because I want to see the look on ED's face when he finds out that he doesn't rule the whole house. He acts like a 12 year old and he's always picking fights with everyone. Don't get me wrong, it makes for good TV but the man has the intelligence and attitude of a 12 year old! Jenn is right. As much as I don't like Jenn, ED won't leave the poor girl alone and I must admit that it says a lot about her character that she taken a swing at him. I can't believe she entered into an alliance with the man after what he's put her through but I guess she needs to do what she needs to do to stay in the game. We'll see tonight....
It's ALMOST Friday everyone! YAY!
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Haha, I use the same "logic" with salads sometimes - I get the super fatty special disguised as a salad and lie to myself by saying, 'haha, well, I didn't get chubby in the first place as a result of eating salads!'
ReplyDeleteGood luck on your plan to plan this weekend! A solid food plan is a surefire way to drop some lbs!
OMG wasn't BB awesome tonight?? Especially after the HOH competition when ED blew up. LOVED it!
ReplyDeleteGood luck this weekend!
I think you are doing awesome considering our house is a mess from painting and we have nothing unpacked. It is hard to get into a routine when everything is out of place.
ReplyDeleteYou are getting a lot of exercise from painting and renovating our house. You have been doing very well through the week with your eating habits. We both just have to work together on the weekends to try not to go too crazy. Then once we are settled, we can both start a new diet and exercise plan together and motivate each other.
Scott